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Random Thoughts

7/26/2016

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I was sitting here today with no specific subject matter in mind. Kind of just winging it, and thought I would just post some random things. So of course I had to go and look up what the word random really means. That's just how I roll...
Random, whether used as an adjective, a noun or as a phrase means pretty much the same thing. It means
proceeding, made, or occurring without definite aim, reason, or pattern; a person or thing that is unknown, unidentified, or suspiciously out of place, or to be without definite aim, purpose, method, or adherence to a prior arrangement; in a haphazard way.
My life feels that way sometimes. Pretty much a mash up of whatever happens to come my way. A cosmic lottery ticket, an indiscriminate roll of the dice. Que sera sera, whatever will be will be. But then I remember who I am; I remember 'whose' I am and know that nothing random ever happens in my life. Everything has a purpose, everything is part of the plan. Now I may not understand that plan, I may not like that plan, but I have to keep in mind that God promised in Jeremiah 29:11, "
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Nowhere does He say He will always let us know in advance what is going to happen, but He does say that what happens will be in accordance with His plans. Personally I don't like to live that way. My preference is to plan things in advance, get it all worked out and then walk it through. I'd like to think I will have all my ducks in a row, but who am I kidding, I can't even get all my ducks in the same pond!
So as I go over the definitions of random, scripturally that word has no place in my life.
"Proceeding, made or occurring without definite aim, reason or pattern". I was not made without purpose. God said that He formed me in my mother's womb (Jer. 1:5). That He chose me before the foundation of the world, (Eph. 1:4). Not only that but
according to Psalm 139:13, "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." No person who knits sits down and just starts willy nilly making stitches. They have a plan and a pattern and as they start making those stitches, the work they are doing begins to take shape and soon enough a sweater takes form. They don't take a pattern for socks to make a hat. The plans are precise and detailed...not random. Just as God's plan for us, when He first thought of us were precise and planned.
Second definition of random; a person or thing that is unknown, unidentified, or suspiciously out of place. We have already established that we were known to God before the foundation of the world. Now we need to remember that He placed us in the world at exactly the time that He wanted us to be here. When we read about Esther and her fight to save the Jewish people we see the scripture that says that she was born for 'such a time as this' (Esther 4:14). Just like Esther, we were put here on this earth at exactly the moment and time that God wanted us here. I sometimes sit and wonder what it would have been like to have been born say in Jesus' time, or maybe the 1800's or maybe not here in the United States, but instead in Scotland or Italy. Why here and why now? Truly only God knows that. But I can rest assured, that just as a master jeweler places a precious stone in precisely the correct spot in a priceless necklace, we have been placed exactly where God wants us to be. He knows what we are here for and who we are here for. There are days that I think I don't make any difference at all in the grand scheme of things. I am just using up oxygen on this planet we call Earth. If I went to Tiffany's and was looking at their exquisite jewelry I would be amazed at the craftsmanship. Each stone specifically set in a certain spot. This diamond next to that emerald. This sapphire next to that pearl. I would be shocked to see a piece of gravel set next to a ruby. That is because great planning went into making that thing of beauty. Just so, great planning went into forming you. Great thought went into the process of producing you. Your build, your hair color, your personality. You were formed and created by the Master Jeweler and you are a thing of beauty. Just as you are, just who you are. You were not a mistake. You were not some cosmic joke on humanity. You are not a 'second' or a blem. You are perfect in His sight and you are beloved.
The final definition of random; without definite aim, purpose, method, or adherence to a prior arrangement; in a haphazard way. You were made with a purpose. I know for many of us that seems almost outlandish. Purpose, me? I can barely get up in the morning. I am just a housewife. I just put in my 9 to 5. What purpose is in that? First and foremost we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus for His good works, (Eph 2:10). That sounds like a purpose to me. And it certainly doesn't sound accidental or random. We are also made to declare His praise. I think if that was the only thing that I could accomplish on this earth, it would make this whole life worth it. Isaiah 43:21 says God formed His people to declare His praise. He also made us to have fellowship, or relationship with Him, 1 Cor. 1:9. And first and foremost, as it says in 2 Thessalonians 1:12, "so that the name of our Lord Jesus will be glorified in you, and you in Him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ." Our goal in life should be to glorify God. To show others who God is. His faithfulness, His grace, His mercy, His holiness. To glorify God means to exemplify those attributes, to reflect Jesus to the world. When you want to reflect something, you place it in front of a mirror. If you place a vase of flowers in front of a mirror, you won't see some helter-skelter array of fruit and rocks. You won't see some pile of socks in total disarray. You won't see some haphazard arrangement of books. What you will see in that mirror is a vase of flowers. That is our purpose in life. Not to live some random, superficial directionless life. Your purpose is to reflect accurately, definitely and specifically the glory of God. You are to be His ambassador here on earth and show others the love He has shown you.
So take this not so random thought and go forth and live a life of purpose and resolve...




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PDA

7/19/2016

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PDA, not to be confused with PGA or Pro Golfer's Association, which by the way I watched way too many hours of growing up, as my dad was an avid golfer.  But I digress...PDA, public display of affection.  You know you've seen them, maybe actually participated in them yourself.  Acts of physical intimacy in view of other people; as innocent as holding hands, a quick kiss on the lips, to as my kids used to say, ewww, they're macking!!  People unashamed of letting others know they have feelings, love or passion for someone else.
As most of you know I am an introvert, so it is sometimes hard to show those feelings in public.  Holding hands or a quick kiss is ok, but anything more than that and I am uncomfortable.  Again referring back to my kids, get a room!
One area of PDA that I do work on is in my relationship to God.  Jesus said the greatest commandment was this, to love God first and then to love your neighbor as yourself.  And the best way to show that I truly love God is to follow His words in John 13:34-35,
"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”  We show our love for God when we are able to love each other.  Phillipians 2:1-4 says this, "make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind.  Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others."
It is easy to say we love God and follow Jesus.  It is more difficult when we are told that we are to love each other.  It's pretty easy to love when others are kind to us.  It is easy to be nice when the other person is gracious and giving.  How about when the other person is hard to live with.  When they are hateful and manipulative.  When they are out for their own good and not yours?  Not so easy then is it?  Our love for each other through Christ is to be unconditional.  That is a hard pill to swallow sometimes.  Even criminals seem to somewhat have a code of conduct.  Read what it says in Luke 6:27-36 and you will see that we indeed  as Christians walk a narrow ridge...“But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,  bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.  If someone slaps you on one cheek, turn to them the other also. If someone takes your coat, do not withhold your shirt from them.  Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you.
If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners love those who love them.  And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners do that.  And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, expecting to be repaid in full.  But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.  Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful."  It doesn't say to do this when it is all sunshine, unicorns and glitter.  It says to just do it.  That is the hardest thing to do when it seems against our own best interests.  But we have to remember, God knows our best interests better than we do.  He knows the lessons we need to learn, the areas in our life that need to be smoothed out.  Look at what is says in verse 27 above, it says 'to those who listen'.  Not those who just hear, but those who truly listen.  Do we hear and then obey?  Or do we hear and say, that's not for me. 
Believe me, this is a hard one for me.  I struggle between being obedient and saying, hey what about me?  But God says that in being obedient, I become more Christ-like.  That more than anything is truly my heart's desire.  I want my Father to take joy in my behavior, and often that means, not my will, but thine.  Lord, give me your heart for people.  For all people, not just the ones I am comfortable with, not just the ones I have something in common with.  Not just the ones who look good, smell good, make me feel good.  Lord, as the song says, break my heart for what breaks yours.   And His heart always breaks for people.  Why else would His PDA, public display of affection, love and passion include allowing His only Son to die on the cross for our sins?  Lord, not only in deed, but also in thought give me your heart, your unconditional love for others.  Fill me with your love, your charity, your passion.
So, here's the PSA (for those in the know, that's Public Service Announcement) for today...let your PDA's be a Perfect Display of the Almighty...and His love.

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High(er) Hopes

7/12/2016

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Hope.  What is it?  Is it putting something on a list for Christmas?  Ooh, I hope I get that great sweater with Santa and the elves on it.  Is it thinking you'll pass that test even though you didn't study very much?  I hope I at least get a C.  Is it wishing on a star?  Star light, star bright...
We all use that word often, but what does it really mean.  It is more than just a passing thought.  More than a pie in the sky desire. 
Webster's dictionary says that as a noun it is
the feeling of wanting something to happen and thinking that it could happen : a feeling that something good will happen or be true.  Sounds more like that pie in the sky thing going on.  But if you read more on the entry it then goes on to say someone or something that may be able to provide help: someone or something that gives you a reason for hoping.  Therein lies the rub...what do you place your hope in? 
Is your hope like that old Frank Sinatra song, High Hopes? 
"
Next time you're found
With your chin on the ground
There's a lot to be learned
So look around

Just what makes that little old ant
Think he'll move that rubber tree plant
Anyone knows an ant, can't
Move a rubber tree plant

But he's got high hopes
He's got high hopes
He's got high apple pie
In the sky hopes"
Do you place your hope in yourself and your abilities?  I know very well my limitations and can work within those, but I also know that there is a God who has knowledge and resources that vastly outnumber mine.  When my own efforts and results come up short, I know where to turn.  In fact, I have learned to turn to Him before I even make my own puny attempts.  As I look in the Bible and I study the many examples of hope, it gives me, well hope.
In Job 11:18 it says this, "Then you would trust, because there is hope; And you would look around and rest securely."  The Hebrew word for hope here is tiquah; it means a cord or attachment, to bind together.  God has bound Himself to us, He has bound His love to us, and as we continue to trust Him and put our hope in Him we will rest securely in that knowledge.
In the book of Jeremiah the Hebrew word used there 3 times is miqveh, meaning something waited for, confidence.  Here, all three times the Lord is called the hope of Israel.  They placed their trust and conviction in the God who had already brought them through so many other hard times.  Their hope had been tested before, and shown to be absolutely certain and true.
Multiple times in the Psalms David wrote of the trouble he had.  He wrote of adversaries who sought to kill him, he wrote of the assurance that he had in God.  The word used here many times was yachel; to wait, to be patient.  And not to wait with wringing of hands and sweat upon his brow, but as it says in Psalms 71:14, "But as for me, I will hope continually, And will praise You yet more and more." 
Hope is also seen as a shelter.  Joel 3:16 , " but the LORD will be the hope of his people, and the strength of the children of Israel."  That word hope here is machaceh, a shelter or a refuge.  When you are in a storm, the lightning flashing, the wind howling, rain and hail pounding down upon you all you want is to find a place of safety.  A sanctuary, a haven.  God is that place of protection, that asylum in the deluge.  He has shown Himself faithful time and again.  Run to Him in your time of trouble, find security in Him in the midst of the tempest.
The New Testament also has it's examples of hope.  Two words are used here.  The Greek used for hope here is elpis, to anticipate, usually with pleasure and elpizo, to expect or confide.  These words are used over fifty times.  Romans 12:12 sums up perfectly the translations of those words hope. "Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer."  Hope says we are to anticipate.  We are to count on God's goodness towards us.  We are to rely on His faithfulness in regards to His love for us.  We are to expect that the promises He has made to us over and over again in His word are true.  And then we are told to pray constantly; we are to confide in Him.  He already knows, He already sees.  But when we open our hearts and we open our mouths and speak out the deepest things, it not only goes right to His ear, it frees us from carrying that burden alone.  
To me, hope is summed up in one word, one name...Jesus.  As I was studying to write this, I was struck by the verse in Joel 3:16..."The LORD will be the hope of his people." Now go forward many hundreds of years and quite a few chapters and you have John 3:16, "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life."  Jesus is the embodiment of hope.  He is hope fulfilled, He is hope proferred.
So yes, I can have hope.  Not in St. Nick or the tooth fairy.  My hope is not in my own capacity, my own strength or intelligence.  My hope is not in the government, or God forbid in the next presidential candidate.
I have higher hope...hope in the Lord Jesus Christ.  And that hope has never let me down.  And it never will...here's hoping.






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